o luck... where art thou

everyone thinks they have the worst luck. i am no exception. the day that i thought nobody was going to bother me, my email and cell phone blew up. it was the worst time possible of course, and i couldn't return any emails or phone calls. when i finally got home and had time to return all the urgent emails/phone calls, our network went down so now i can't access anything. 

a lot of times i wonder... do i suffer now because i am paying for something bad i did? or does this mean i have something good coming my way?